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Name: Corey
Birthday: 3/21/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: Chillin with my friends, watchin flicks, new clothes and kicks, workin, makin the sweet love and what not
Expertise: Ya I guess I dont have one
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
11/20/2003
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| So times are pretty good right now. I have a really good friend that I've been hangin out wit and she is fun as hell. There have been some rumors as to whats goin on between us, but even when I tell people we are just friends they don't believe me anyway so I just let them believe what they want. Don't get me wrong. I'm sure we both like each other, but there are certain things that prevent further advances in a different kind of relationship. It's all good though. I have fun with all my boys in the dorm. I play the guitar decent now cuz my friend showed me a few things and I practice from a book too. It's fun just makin up shit. Well I'll get back later | | |
| Where did you go? Why did you leave me? I no longer hear you whispering in my ear that it will be okay. I no longer feel you pushing me to greatness. I no longer sense that you care. When did I mess up? Now in this time of deepest depression and lonesome longing to be longed for, you leave me hear dwelling in darkness. I'm lost and wandering in the woods that grow with my hatred for my life. I need to make a difference and I need you to show me the right path for me to follow. Only a glimpse in the damp never ending woods. Only a flash of light for me to live for.
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| Man, what to say what to say. I guess all I can say is that girls are just to confusing. They don't want t to tell you what they are really thinking or how they really feel. Sometimes I can't figure out what they want from me. I would much rather them be straight with me. Don't have to be bitchy, but just tell me what's up. I seem to get involved with girls who don't know what they want alot and if they do and it' not me they want to be around me anyway and I don't know why. And if it is me then they just don't know what to do about it. It's ludacris. Girls aren't my only problem right now either. I have been getting in trouble at work for crazy reasons. My brother is possibly gonna be kicked out like I was when I was his age or he might have to go live with my dad which could be worse. His girlfriend has some sort of std that doesn't affect males, but could potentially cause cancer in the cervix. I feel bad for him like crazy, cause I know how this stuff feels and it sucks. When I got kicked out it was great and lonely and hard at the same time. I ate one meal a day and worked just enough to live basically and I dealt with alot of battles inside myself, but somehow I was ultimately happy. Now I can't seem to get back there. Maybe it's because I am alone. When I got kicked out I wasn't really alone cuz I had great friends and eventually a great girlfriend, but now I don't feel I'm making a difference here. I often ask myself, if I left would anyone really seriously care. I have a feeling that the problems I had with the girls here answer it for me. | | |
| concious efforts to push you out. Yet they never seem strong enough for the uncouncious efforts to hold on tight. I tried my hardest to show you how much I care. The little differences we have don't matter as long as I know you care. I hope you know that in this game we play, I am losing, but I through all my chips in anyway. All I hope for is that in the times passing you will see that to be happy you have to let the good in with the bad. All you can hope for is that the good outweighs the constant crap the bad brings. You have to learn to through yourself into something, because you know that it is good. You know that is makes you happy. I'm not asking you to enter this good run of bad luck I have. Just to not hold back when you feel something that you know is strong. Don't be afraid to let someone know how you feel. It's okay. Sometimes you fall and sometimes you fly, but the tears will dry and the hurt will die. Take a chance once in a while. Work at it. Sometimes the good isn't what you expect. You have to take what you get and forget the things you came to regret.
Corey G. | | |
| I'm impartial to the red. It's all cuz of the words that you said. The heart from which I've bled. I'm left wide open for the kill. Your eyes which seemed to make time stand still. They suckered me, yet gave me a thrill.
Why should I say goodbye? Why should I let you walk away? Theres to much to say! Why should I . . . Let you walk away!?
Lovers can last a minute, but friends are forever. Just cause we can't have us doesn't mean me can't be together.
I've been listening. Since we came together on march 18th. Now we're apart, doesn't mean we have to hit restart. I'm still your friend and have been from the start. I'm here to talk to you and you'll always be apart of my heart | | |
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